Do I give give off a pheromone that just insists on people to make fun of me? Or is it just because I'm such a ditz, a klutz? I just can't go a single day without breaking something, slipping up my words, forgetting something and people making fun of me over it. Yea, I know I'm stupid. I accept that. I do stupid shit say stupid things and I can laugh at myself over it. But sometimes it just goes too far. Like after dinner today, I truly believed that it was whole wheat white bread, when it acctually is whole grain white bread and there's no such thing as whole wheat white bread. No one ever told me otherwise, never corrected me that it wasn't wheat, but actually grain. But everyone, everyone, had to laugh at me and make fun of me over it for fifthteen minutes! I laughed the first five, but then it just got out of control. I hated it. My family was laughing at me over something stupid. Someone I didn't even know was making fun of me! I know it's nothing big to other people, but this has been going on my whole life. Every chance people get, they make fun of me. And that's alot of chances. Because I just can't help how klutzy I am! I try,I really do try to watch how I word things and were I walk, but it never works. I always end up mixing up my words and running into walls. Again, after dinner today, my grandma handed me half a cookies and cream pie, covered with whipped cream, to take home and guess what? I end up dropping it, face down, on her newly cleaned carpet. I just wanted to die. Not only did my whole family have a blast at my earlier slip up, but now there's this. After everyone left, I had to go to the park to calm down. I know if I was around any one of my family members, I would've burst into tears. So I spent over twenty minutes at the park, slowly swinging in the cold wind, just listening to Big Bang. And you know what? This is my second Thanksgiving in a row where I wanted to cry. And my first time feeling completely horrible after coming home.